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Good News Everyone!

I'm moving in with Adrian in two weeks to a gorgeous Allston apartment! Life is insanely awesome.

Time Waster

1. What are you listening to right now?
Mom is actually watching some Tyler Perry movie where Janet Jackson is giving her friends relationship advice.

2. How do you style your hair?
I havent cut it in awhile but I usually have flipped out layer things going on.

3. What are you wearing right now?
Jeans and my dresden dolls hoodie.

4. What are you currently reading?
I'm obsessed with the Sookie Stackhouse books right now it's lame.

5. Dumbest thing you've done this week?
I didn't calculate the amount in my bank account right and came up about $100 short

6. Have you named your computer? If so what's its name?

7. Theme song playing in the background as you die?
Sia's breathe me (six feet under style), or Blind Melon

8. The most stressful thing right now in your life?

9. What is your all time favorite movie?
This is the impossible question for a movie nerd.

10. What is your weirdest habit?
Making magazine collages on my wall.

11. What is your favorite color?
I'm in love with greens

12. How much money do you think you are worth?
Well I have nothing in my bank account. But you really can't put a price on awesome.

13. What's the weirdest thing you say in RL?
Whenever something bad happens I just yell "Balls!"

14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
Russian, French, Japanese

15. What is your biggest pet peeve?
people who say something, then when you ask them what they said they won't repeat it. People who tell me things I already know....People who talk to me in the morning.....I have a lot of biggest pet peeves.

16. What's your ideal weapon?
My hands. They're little but they're deadly.

17. Who was your childhood idol?
I wanted to be Scarlett O'Hara.

18. Funniest movie quote you've ever heard?
Oh I really can't put my finger on this one.

19. If you were in a band, what kind of music would you play and what instrument would you want to play?
I want to play electric guitar like Jack White. Mostly I want to play catch Hell blues like a pro.

20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
No one tagged me I just saw Amelia did this and I wanted to kill some time.

Better news

I'm moving out of the field of man in 2 weeks!

Apartment musings

So Adrian and I have been going back and forth with our realtor in Allston because the landlord of the building we decided on is a completely batty, old, Jewish woman! Every piece of paperwork we send to her gets sent back as "innapropriate" because we e-mail everything to the realtor...a short little Asian man who we refer to as Daniel San whenever he fucks up. Am I wrong or are we not living in the year 2009? Isn't everything electronic now? I've had enough and don't even want this place anymore. It's just been such a hassle over the last two weeks and I feel prematurely aged. I've found another apartment in Somerville I'm really keen on and it's cheaper.

moving out is such a hassle I can't believe anyone does this. I just want to wake up in a new apartment one day no questions asked....litte princess style! is that too much to ask?

who cares about LJ cut?

Hardly anyone uses this platform anymore anyway...

-What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Read two chapter of "A Tree Grows in Brroklyn"

-Have you ever kissed anyone with a tattoo?
As often as I possibly can.

-When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
This morning before my job interview. It was the best morale boost I've ever gotten before and interview...right outside the building no less. I have the best boyfriend ever.

-What jewelery are you currently wearing?
None right now, although i did wear my big onyx looking necklace today.

-Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

-Have you ever in any way, been betrayed by someone you trust?
typical high school thing where you tell them you wont tell their secret to anyone and then you do. Not big secrets and nothing that anyone cared about for more than 5 minutes anyway. If that's the worst thing I've ever done then I think I'm doing pretty well

-Did you have a good birthday this year?
Yeah it was pretty good. I went and saw Sunshine Cleaning with my go to posse of four and then we hung out and got some drinks at Mr. Dooley's. It was pretty low key but awesome.

-Honestly, do you like anybody?
I like everyone for the most part. Sure I get peeved sometimes but I genuinely like almost everyone I meet :) Even if you're a total D-bag you'll get the 15 minute benefit of the doubt.

-What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
Two Irish dance dresses just kind of chillin...also my craft box.

-Last night you felt...?
a little nervous about my interview and slightly horny...the two go hand in hand for me a lot.

-Ever been kissed in a car?
Many of my first kisses were in cars. One Rav 4 in particular if memory serves.

-Last beverage?

-What are you doing Saturday?
No big plans. I think Adrian and I are gonna try to beat the heat with some movies and foodstuff at home.

-Do you plan on moving in the next year?
I plan on moving in the next three months

-Do you have an older brother?
I do! Everyone knows Tommy!

-Are you keeping a secret right now?
No I'm an open book much to my prudish Irish family's dismay.

-Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
Mom, Marisa, Adrian, Tommy at one point....we're huggy :)

-Last text message:
From Marisa telling me her mother in law was gonna meet me at the train station.

-Last song you listened to:
"Passing Thus Alone" by Mediaeval Baebes. There's something very soothing about that song that helps me fall asleep.

-Last time you cried:
Mom, Marisa and I were watching the duchess together about 5 days ago and that woman's life was tragic. i wanted to kill Ralph Feinnes that whole movie and I usually love him.

-Dated someone twice:
Please we're lucky I ever dated anyone once with my attitude.

-Been cheated on:
Better not.

-Kissed someone & regretted it:
No never. Kissing is great it's all the messiness in between people usually regret...I'm cool with all that stuff too though.

-Lost someone special:
A few people in my time, but one very special to me was spared when she could have been killed. My soon to be walking miracle sister :)

-Been depressed:
We've all been there.

-Been drunk and threw up:
I always get to the bucket in time.

Olive Green, Lavender, burnt umber....that's a coler right.

-Excepted who you are?
I think this survey means accepted, and always.

-Laughed until you cried?

-Met someone who changed you?
Not yet this year.

-Found out who your true friends were?
I have 4/5 really truely good friends but I love all my close acquaintances still.

-Found out someone was talking about you?
I accepted long ago that everyone in my social circle talks mad shit about each other. I assume I'm being bad mouthed right now. They'll be really nice to me the next time they see me though. This is why I only have 4 really close friends.

-What do you want to be when you're older?
happy and successful (my own boss) I want to live the American Dream.

-How many kids do you want?
A decent amount.

-Do you have any pets?
They're not really mine but I consider Binx and Popcorn my ppets.

-Do you want to change your name?
my going out to clubs alter ego is being written into a romance novel as we speak.

-What did you do for your last birthday?
Went to the movies, it's my favorite thing to do.

-What time did you wake up today?
5:15 AM I had an interview. I don't honestly know why I'm still awake.

-What were you doing at midnight last night?

-Name something you CANNOT wait for?
Moving out.

-Last time you saw your Mother?
A few hours ago before she went to sleep.

-What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?
I would have done more crazy shit as a teenager when those records would have been sealed haha.

-Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?
Not as much as I want to :( my brother rocks.

-your last ex calls you, what do you say?
"hey Jim what's up?" I don't really do the whole let's have an angry breakup thing.

-want someone back in your life?
no one has been kicked out as far as I know.

-do you think teenagers can be in love?
No, this isn;t cynicism it's reality.

-do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
Way too much.

-how fast does your mood change?
I can go from zero to raving pissed in no time at all, but once I'm at that angry stage there's no going back.

-I bet you miss somebody right now?
I miss Adrian. It feels like I never get to see him.

-can you honestly say you're okay right now?
yeah I feel a little buggy but that's because I saw a spider on the couch earlier...not okay with that.

-why do you think so many people cheat?
They're unfulfilled in some way, doesn't have to be sexually unfulfilled just not loving every aspect of their life.

-do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
I have three. Adrian, Leesam, and Tommy

-has anyone walked out of your life in the past 2 weeks?

-what pissed you off last?
A customer at work.

-what were you doing at 4am?

-are you a jealous person?
Very but I mask it.

-would you go in public looking like you do right now?
No...if the pants I'm wearing are drawqtring in any way then no. Not ever.

-is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
I'm lucky enough to have quite a few.

-who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

-have you ever kissed a complete stranger?
Yes! He made the best grilled Cheese that Johnny Rockets had ever seen!

-does your last ex miss you?
No he's happy with a really awesome, new girlfriend who I love. We miss each other friendwise cause I'm always too poor to hang out with anyone.

-are you slowly drifting away from someone?
Oh yes.

-do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No. people don't change in fundamentals after the age of 2.

-do you have a best friend?

-do you hate anyone?

-what's the best part about being single?
Having more money cause you're not going out as much haha.

-did you have a good day yesterday?
I had kind of a mentally stressful day yesterday.

-has someone ever licked your cheek or forehead?
it's always some drunk kid. I wasn't thrilled...I hate the smell of spit.

what are your plans for this weekend?
Not spending money

-how many hours did you sleep last night?
Four if i'm lucky

-do you have any bruises?
No, I'm not a pansy.

-do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I think so.

-Who do you have feelings for these days?
I'm in lurve with Adrian

-What are you wearing?
black Cotton pants and a free "year one' t-shirt I got from Terri. I'm ready for bed :)

-Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
He's probably the best friend I ever had.

-Do you have a reason to smile right now?
A few. I'm really happy for a lot of people I know right now and I'm finally starting to feel motivated again

-Whats one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person?
if they make any type of off color bigoted or sexist jokes within the first few minutes of meeting me. I'm not opposed to off color humor but if someone does this when I first meet them it means they're either trying to shock, flirt with, or impress you. You'll be instantly written off as an asshat in my book.

-What do you do when you need to relax?
i really don't think y'all want to know.

-If you won a lot of money in the lottery, what would you buy first?
a sweetass place to live.

-What do your friends call you?

-What's your favorite drink?
Vodka+Pineapple..rinse glass, repeat.

-Does any part of your body hurt right now?
No my feet feel a little stiff but not sore.

-Do you like coffee?
coffee coffee? No.

-Whats the closest red thing to you?
I'm in my mom's beige room....so nothing. She doesn't believe in bold colors. Such a shame.

-What were you doing at 7am?
i was on the train talking to Adrian heading in to my interview at the gift fund.

-Whats playing right now?
I turned everything off since I'm going to bed after this.

-Can you legally drink?
For awhile now. i feel old.

-Have you ever called a person useless?
Only useless people

-Last time someone surprised you?
Sadly I'm never that surprised by what people do or don't do. It would be nice once in awhile to not be in the know.

-Do you listen to your friends’ advice when they give it to you?
No I give the best advice and none of them listen to me.

-Do you get distracted easily?
I didn't used to. I'm working at getting back to that way of being. No more Facebook and random surveys till 1:30 in the morning.

-Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
I sure hope so.

-Have you ever been attracted to someones parent?
not any of my friends parents no.

-If you were in the hospital would your best friend come to see you?
I probably couldn't get her to leave if I wanted to haha

-Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?
most Definitely.

-When was the last time you really laughed?
Watching Tori and Dean tonight. Dean is hot and hilarious.

-What was the last store you went to?
Best Buy. I was working.

-Who was the last person you spoke to before you went to sleep last night?

-Do you want to see someone this very moment?

-Aside from waking up, what was the first thing you did this morning?
Swore and flailed around.

-Do you like fortune cookies?
I don't like the actual taste of them no.

-Whens the last time you talked with the opposite sex on the phone?

-Do you know anyone who smokes pot?
Does a bear shit in the woods.

-What color was the last pill you took?

-This time last year what was your love life like?
madly in love then madly in love now. To the same man! Yay i never thought I'd have the patience for monogamy but shit he's awesome.

-What is the last thing you spent money on?
Shoes...please don't tell anyone! i'm supposed to be saving for an apartment.

-Are you happy?
I've had better times but I'm as happy as I can be in my circumstances.

-Whats something fun you did today?
I watched dead like me and ate ice cream before going to work. It was the only 40 minutes I had to myself all day until now.

-When is your birthday?
April 4th.

-Do you like the color green?
It's one of my favorites.
So I spent most of my day yesterday at Mass General with Marisa. It was my first nursing shift alone with her and of course she has something go wrong and blood was pouring out from her wound all out from under her staples....I had about 500 heart attacks yesterday.

Apparently it's one of the sutures underneath the staples so our healthcare system's answer is to let it bleed for the next few days and have her keep her appointment Monday. We waited about 5 hours in the ER to have them do nothing. Her useless Doc is in NY for the weekend. Let it bleed. There are many bandage changes to be had let me tell you.

I'm happy to be spending time with my sister though. I don't know what happened to me. I used to be so much better in a crisis.

Jun. 2nd, 2009

getting girly mixed drinks at fridays tonight with the ladies. If your a lady and want to come meet us there at 6. I'm looking at you Alroy!


I'm graduating tomorrow and I can't finad a thing to wear. Even though I'm wearing a hideous fucking Harry Potter robe over whatever I pick.

It doesnt matter though I'm the fattest I've ever been.

My family is all here and it's fun but stressful at the same time.

And I think Adrian may be a little tiffed with me for having to be at my family's beckoned call all the time and we cut his birthday night short. I hate myself for that too if I'm being absolutely honest. I hope he's not mad he's the best thing I have and I lurves him so. I'll have to make it up to him next weekend for our 3 year anniversary.

Tommy is getting on my nerves because whenever I ask for a favor this whole stressful week he acts like it's this huge imposition. Fun guy, not always the best brother when I need him to be. That's it for tonight I should probably go to bed soon since I have this whole day ahead of me.